You are amazing. Just a simple midnight chat with you, no matter how insensible – is just so meaningful. Because it was you I was having the chat with. Everything else doesn’t seem to matter in that short span of time.
And what’s more amazing is this. I have loosened up on myself, that I am now able to talk to you in the most casual way, as how you were and have always been towards me. A feat I have struggled to make perfect until recently.
And this thing seems to work. I guess, turning my back on the thought of wanting you helps a lot more than staying as the same old me who used to admire someone like you. I have to thank Style (yes, that’s a person’s name) for helping me keep my head above the water of your sea of attraction. I guess I need to do that more frequently.
If only I could do the same with her right now..
The night ended, so did the chat. It was like me being offered to chug a mug of ice cold beer after a very stressful day – I know that it would definitely ease me down by drowning my stress away – yet I think of declining, fearing the hangover it could bring the morning after. But I am considering chugging it anyway. Lemme think. – End of night chat.
The pen is more sane than my brain.
Doing it in a very cryptic manner to make it more obvious.
For Love and Life, My Lines and Rhymes 